Tuesday, January 01, 2008

到此為止

就這樣了嗎?

到最後,還是笑著說再見

好多話到了嘴邊 又吞了回去

我是不是也該 用一堆理由 來說服自己

一切本來就是個夢?

即使知道結果 一絲絲地期待還是藏在心中

這會是我最後一次看著你嗎?

最後一次牽著你的手 最後一個吻?

如果我希望這只是個開始

你會讓一切都不一樣嗎?


也許吧 不強求 不想太多

才能讓傷害減到最低

但是我還是忍不住

直到你的沉默 給了我答案

告訴我 靜靜渡過最後一刻

才是最幸福的道別

我沒有辦法止住淚水

你知道 這一刻 我等了好久

心跳的感覺不是隨便都有

我以為我沒有辦法再喜歡一個人了

你給了我否定的答案

卻又不給我相信的機會

也許該重新說服自己

一切本來就沒有發生過?


眼睛一閉起來 你的笑容就出現在腦海

真實卻又虛幻 我想抓住 卻沒有辦法

我不要再喜歡了

原來笑著哭才真的最痛

好好保重 我的朋友

希望你不要忘記

曾經有一個人

因為你的快樂 而快樂過

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I don't get it... you gave up on me, and you told me "lets just be friends"... you didn't even want to talk about it, you didn't even want to see me...howcome you post something like this? I got my heart broken and reading this feels like you were waiting for me to do something about it. What could I do? We were both silent, you didn't tell me what was troubling you, and I didn't know what to do about it. Then all of a sudden you decided "thats it". I don't know if we will ever have an opportunity to talk things over, but I don't want to leave things unsaid or unresolved. Even though it's not going to fix these torturing weeks, at least it will bring closure. I don't want to hurt, and I don't want you to hurt either. I just don't understand.

Anonymous said...

oh man you are going to be allright. Like how you telling me. If we believed. You know what i can still remenbered the way you talked. And every words you said. thanks for your encouragement , it letting me know. There always light of hope hehind the darkness. Suertes amigo , gracias por su ayudarme.